When will this numb feeling go away?

Have you ever gone through anything traumatic? I've felt numb for a couple years and just started going to therapy a few months ago. It turns out that I have depression, anxiety problems, PTSD (post traumatic stress disorder) and problems with self mutilation which all stem from years of ual abuse from the time I was a child (the abuse was for 7 years) (and i cant even believe i'm saying this because it's something that I NEVER talk about to anyone) If you think you may have a disorder (i'm not saying that you're nearly as messed up as i am) then get help. There are options. or if you just want to talk to someone i'm here. you can email me at rachels_rainbow23@yahoo.com. I never judge or disrespect anyone so if you want to vent or cry or anything i'm here. I'll keep my fingers crossed for you.